on a good night

I am trying to be good...

I have been watching what I eat.

I have been exercising, although I know it is not nearly enough to get the results I want.

On a bad day, I feel absolutely huge.

But, on a very good night...

My lap doesn't seem big enough as it is.

My lap, hands, & heart were extremely full last night. I want to remember this, always.

When Olivia was very young, I told her that love means that someone is in your heart. And last night, I told her that I loved both her & Rachel with my whole heart. To which she replied, "What about Daddy, Grandma, Grandpa, your sister, your brother, Great Grandma, Great Grandpa, my cousins??? There must be a lot of people in your heart."

And she's right!